My Wrist Hurts Like Crap Today

...so I rolled a cold orange onto it.

I have no idea how am I going to survive my life (as an artist and a human being) anymore *divine emo-ness*. Medicine is not working. Muscle relaxant is not working. Ice works a little, temporarily. My will power isn't working. God please help me.

My heart is weak too. I believe I can survive this ordeal in time. I don't know when, but I'll definitely heal. The current process is torturous indeed. Thanks to the people who listened. I'm working hard to climb back up to become myself again. X') God please give me strength.